Instead I listened to my Grandpa talk about his life for 2 hours directly to me, non-stop.
In the beginning it was kinda interesting stuff, but 15 minutes into it I was like
As much as I love him, and love hearing about the good old days… I was seriously about to just get up and walk away.
I love you Pap, I really do.
Words Words Words | Bo Burnham
Hah, yup! I’m gay! 100% gay!
MIND. FUCK.
What In The Actual Fuck?!
this is too good.
oh my fuck this is awesome
PRESS PLAY NOW
What the hell is going on…
Ahaha! You don’t have to understand as long as you get the same feeling in the end!
BEFORE:
AFTER:
Never give a shit about what someone says to you.
State weekend was a big messed up piece of crap. I held a meeting with the underclassmen to discuss our goals for next year, some strategies to recruit new people and how people and other competitive teams have been saying how we shouldn’t even try next year because our team will suck, and how that has been putting a flame under my butt making it so I want to win so badly. It had nothing to do with this past year and the seniors, therefore I did not invite them. Also, knowing the seniors, I thought they would get super pissed that I was having a meeting, so I made it private. We had a good discussion and got everything accomplished. But of course, they found out. In the middle of the meeting the seniors stormed the hotel room, took half of my food, asked me what we were doing, and then left without an answer. They then proceeded to keep their ears on my door. I didn’t care cause I had nothing bad to say.
The meeting finished and I went on with my day. A few hours later two seniors who I love dearly came and needed to talk to me in the hallway. They asked me if I was bashing the seniors. I knew this would happen. I told them that it was all about next year, and how we didn’t say anything bad about the seniors. They said they were so relieved and how proud they are. So everything worked out with them and I love them so much.
Then my world crashed when I went back to the room and looked at my phone and saw 3 messages from a senior who wants my guts ripped out. Here is what was said:
“I’m gonna FUEL YOUR FIRE TILL YOU BURN!”
“Yeah the seniors are SO mad about your little meeting Sydney. Just so you know we get mad over every little thing. So watch it. :) PAHAHAHAHA”
“I’m just kidding but for real”
If you can’t tell, everything has a bitch attitude in it. The smiley face does not mean she is joking, it means she thinks she won. What the hell. You don’t understand what you are saying. I told the girls not to tell you because YOU DO GET MAD AT EVERYTHING!!! What the hell are you on, you are mad at me for nothing…. Cool beans dumb ass.
Also, “I’m just kidding but for real”, saying this makes you sound so dumb. Good job idiot.
Well even though her words are messed up, they got to me. It was the worst feeling imaginable to me. I had shivers for the rest of the night. She hates my guts and wants me dead.
Even later in the night, a girl in my grade who rooms with me came storming into the room. She bitched me out about not inviting her to the meeting. I completely forgot. Plus shouldn’t she already be in her own room. I thought she would be there. I told her this and then she just stormed out of the room. I wish people could just take a sorry and leave it at that.
The next day was hell. I felt horrible knowing that girls hate me. I had no energy the entire day and knew that if I saw any of the girls who hated me, they would kill me.
I watched kick state, and it was all fine and dandy nothing horrible. After though I received a text from the junior. The conversation:
Junior: So what was the reason for not inviting me to the meeting? Because I know that the excuse you gave me was not the real reason.
Me: I was not lying, I thought you would have been in the room and then I forgot. I am telling you the truth. If you don’t believe me then that’s up to you. But I know that what I am saying is true.
Junior: Okay but it is weird that you wouldn’t notice I was not there because it had to do with next year when we are seniors. There are only 4 of us and it isn’t hard to notice. So it hurts me what you did.
Me: I’m sorry that I did this to you. I didn’t notice “other junior” either. I’m sorry. This is just one meeting and there are going to be so many more. I am honestly sorry.
Junior: Yeah you should have asked every junior because we should all be “leading” the team. Not just you.
Me: I’m sorry. That’s not how I want it to be. Now I am so not up for any more arguing. So, I’m sorry, it won’t happen again.
Junior: I am not trying to argue with you. But it was rude what you did to try and take charge when we are supposed to be celebrating the seniors not taking over for next year.
HOW MANY TIMES DID I SAY SORRY: 5 DAMN TIMES. Just accept the apology. And really, you are trying to argue with me. So just drop it.
I left state knowing that I am hated. I felt like shit. I went home and cried for a good 2 hours just wanting to be dead cause I knew I messed up the relationship I had with my team. Good times.
Now after a day, I have learned not to give a shit about what anyone says about me or to me.
Thank god for letting go of horrible words. So to the girls who what me dead, I have 3 words for you:
GO FUCK YOURSELVES.
Love,
Squid
Aka: the supreme ruler over annoying bitches
bioshockatlas:peppermintdick-:thrusts:lizzieinreverse:
OH MY GOD I’M CRYING
tears. down my face. omg. omg.
oh my god im peeing
oh y god my ankles
I should not be laughing, but I can’t stop. Oh my god
I can’t
I have never been kissed at all. :D
An alliance should be made for us.
Seeing couples holding hands & kissing:
Not getting a flower or teddybear
Seeing the colors red and pink everywhere
When someone asks you if you’re sad
Seeing your crush walk by
Your friend bragging about what their boyfriend got them
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